23 december 2009
Have a blessed Christmas
18 december 2009
CPP
The Children of the world: Yesterday I signed here in Chiang Mai the INTERACT (CPP) Child Protection Policy. All INTERACT personnel, who are involved with children, will study, sign and follow this CPP. Therefore we, in leadership, are showing the way and signing first. I had a very good feeling signing this CPP document yesterday. But sadly, many children are abused and wounded in this world. Those who are stronger and more powerful are using their power over them creating wounded hearts and:”In there are many dark and closed rooms, with many padlocks. And the worst of all is that someone has stolen and thrown away the keys”.
11 december 2009
Tree of Life's final workshop of 2009
Last night we had the final workshop for 2009. This year has seen more steady attendances than before in the programs that we've run. It is a joy to see the changes in peoples lives. And we pray all will give forward what they have received. Christmas is up ahead, let's give forward of the love and hope that we have received. That is more valuable than most material gifts, actually it even has eternal value. ''And now abide faith, hope, love, these three: but the greatest of these is love''. Love Anna
8 december 2009
The Tree finds a Garden
The Tree of Life Ministry has had it's home(Garden) in our home for almost 4 years. Training of leaders, healing programs, team meetings, the individual prayer ministry and the office work was done from our home. I believe we have had many angels in our home because we made our home open. We have been blessed and I believe our home has been a blessing to many.
30 november 2009
Positive revists
Yesterday morning I came here driving the car by myself, walked in and was fully awake during a 45 minutes hernia operation. Today after 24 hours, I will be discharged and come home.
It is good to make positive revisits to places, even operation theaters and ICUs, where we have had bad experiences. Last time my 4 days experience at ICU was …. terrible. This time I had a good talk, even during the operation, with the anesthesia doctor and the surgeon himself. And the 3 hours in the recovery room was a good experience, while the ability to sense returned from waste down.
In prayercounseling we are sometimes encouraged that in prayer together with Jesus ”revisit” dark memories and together with Jesus (Immanuel, God with us) realize that he was there, even if we were not aware of his presence and work.
It is also positive to physically revisit places we have been struggling in. And with Jesus and good friends …… experience a positive revisit. Ingvar
29 november 2009
Ward 10
27 november 2009
Wonderful mix of events in One day
We started the day to join the Dedication of CBN SIAM's new building. I honor their vision to making the Kingdom of God known in this nation and beyond, and their compassion for the lost and suffering.
18 november 2009
The Meditation of my heart.....
When some of the watchmen of the city were gathered to watch, worship and pray, I(Anna) suddenly lost sight of Him; This is the meditation of my heart:
Suddenly He wasn't there
I could not see Him
I could not hear His voice
I could not find His footprints.
I retraced my steps.
Where did I loose Him?
My confession:
Where You go I'll go
What You say I'll say
What You do I'll do
What You pray I'll pray.
I failed.
''I sought Him, but did not find Him.''
''The watchmen who go about the city
found me; I said:
Have you seen the One I love?''
Yet for a moment,
the emptiness and
chills of my soul
made me hear His words on the cross:
''My God, my God,
Why have You forsaken me? ''
''When I found the One I love,
I held Him and would not let Him go.''
He is My Sun,
He is hot fiery Love!
'' I'm my Beloved's
and my Beloved is mine.''
SoS 3:2-4;SoS 6:3; Mt 27:46; Mal.4:2
11 november 2009
Look back, look forward, see today
Looking forward. The last 2 weeks we have been busy looking forward to Year 2010. What are the needs, Plan of Action and the Budget? Our dear friend and colleague Kjell, now living in Sweden, has been with us last week helping us to look forward. And, we have enjoyed having him here.
See today. If we want to be and want to do something for others, we need to see today’s present situation and to be right here ourselves. If we live in a fantasy world we will never see even a bamboo wall fall.
The need in Asia is great. We surely need God and each other to be able to help and bless the huge multitude of people of Asia. Ingvar
25 oktober 2009
The Weather
The weather and the climate change is a big matter these days. Different places have different weather, that is affecting us. This is also the matter within the spiritual climate. We can`t blame all on climate change and the weather, but ….. to learn to use the right cloth, even for the spiritual climate. For 2½ years ago a Mission Centre here in Taiwan was complete, but the permission to use it was refused 5 times. The leaders of the movement did not give up. They understood this was a spiritual matter. And …. last Monday the permission was given. The movement is exited and hopes to start using the building within 1-2 months. 2 congregations will use it, but Mission will be the focus.
Today we had the Mission Sunday 2009 and the massage came clear: “Do not Give Up”. A new climate is coming. The tyfon will make a U-turn. But even if it doesn`t …. we will put on the right cloth and continue to work …. under hard spiritual climate …. anyway. Ingvar
12 oktober 2009
Summarizing 18 days
I am happy that the biggest components are: Strengths and Opportunities.
To summarize:
1. What I myself has done …. that I can do.
2. What others, my coworkers have done …. that is harder, but they are doing an excellent job.
3. What is the IMPACT and the transformation of the society and the Kingdom of God, due to our work … well that is more difficult. I trust someone else, more neutral person than me, has to do that.
These 18 days were full of training. I like to state: There is nothing more blessed on this earth than to commit to those: “…..who will be able to teach others also”. 2Tim2:2. Ingvar
1 oktober 2009
Going west and going east
26 september 2009
Training on 3 levels
a) learn ourselves,
b) learn to train others
c) learn to train others that can train others.
Ingvar
22 september 2009
Landa ....lågt
Jag sitter och tittar på människor som går på trottoaren och inser att de har en viktig berättelse, som jag behöver få del av. Deras vardag är en tuff verklighet. I kväll skall vi börja undervisa i ett seminarium där många kommer från olika samhällsklasser. Nu måste jag sluta för att kunna ”landa” i Kolkatas verklighet. Ingvar
18 september 2009
A special Guest!
12 september 2009
"On the Ground"
Back in Chiang Mai the work can be too much office work. I hope to never forget, even in the office, the life out there and always have a good and healthy balance between office work and participation “on the Ground”. Ingvar
4 september 2009
In Karachi
To meet the authorities is....different. In their effort to prove to the world that they are fighting for peace, they treat all men as 'not-of-peace', until the opposite has been proven. (We are used to being treated as good, until the opposite is proven). But here, as when you're approved....the doors are opened. Yesterday we had a very good gathering with about 300 in a local church in Rawalpindi. Now I have 4 days in Karachi. Ingvar
3 september 2009
Is the heart of yours, still good....?
This morning I took a look at the bag I received yesterday from the Pharmacy at the hospital, with medicine and advice to cure my stomach. Is the heart of yours still good....? or should we say; What's the condition of your heart?
I thought, that question should be good to ask ourselves now and then.
The disciples of Jesus didn't understand the miracles of feeding the 5000 men with 5 bread and 2 fish, because the hearts were hardened. Paul wanted the Chorinthians to widen their hearts (it was tight in there). Hearts can be cold (loveless, no compassion etc) or they can be warm.
I was cleaning out my inbox in the computer(a good activity when I anyway have to be near a restroom at all times)and I came across an old article from an author who have written many good books. He writes the 2 most important things in the Christian life is, to seek to know Gods heart and to know our own hearts. As we seek Gods heart then we will also find our own.
I am in a season when I read with renewed hunger the gospels, with the desire to catch the heart of Jesus, his attitude and way of living and working among the needy and others. It is so easy to loose our heart, when life is rolling by. It also reminds me of Prov 4:23 Above all keep your heart with all diligence because out of it flows the issues of life. Love Anna
28 augusti 2009
Ingvar in India
But it's also a blessing to be involved in the projects On The Ground.
The 2nd Dec 1973 Anna and I came first time to Delhi and Delhi became our first place to stay and to work in Asia. Much has happened these years and I am encouraged and happy to be involved in training and in moving forward...... together with Indian brothers and sisters. They are excellent in serving God and people. Ingvar.
18 augusti 2009
How Great Thou Art
The Original Swedish lyrics, titled "O, Store Gud" and written 1886 were inspired by a visit to a beautiful country estate on the southeast coast of Sweden. Pastor Carl Boberg was suddenly caught in a midday thunderstorm with awe inspiring moments of flashing violence, followed by a clear brilliant sun. Soon afterwards he heard the calm sweet songs of the birds in nearby trees. The experience prompted the pastor to fall to his knees in humble adoration of his mighty God.
HOW GREAT THOU ART
O Lord my God! When I in awesome wonder Consider all the worlds Thy hands have made. I see the stars, I hear the rolling thunder, Thy power through-out the universe displayed.
Then sings my soul, my Savior God, to Thee; How great Thou art, how great Thou art! Then sings my soul, My Savior God, to Thee: How great Thou art, how great Thou art!
When through the woods and forest glades I wander And hear the birds sing sweetly in the trees; When I look down from lofty mountain grandeur And hear the brook and feel the gentle breeze:
And when I think that God, His Son not sparing, Sent Him to die, I scarce can take it in; That on the cross, my burden gladly bearing, He bled and died to take away my sin:
When Christ shall come with shout of acclamation And take me home, what joy shall fill my heart! Then I shall bow in humble adoration, And there proclaim, my God. how great Thou art!
It`s amazing that a thunder 1885 had blessed millions of people all over the world. In poor village Churches in Asia and in rich cathedrals in the west – all alike. And last Saturday we also worshipped with great inspiration the same song here in Chiang Mai. One treaching is: Let`s be faithful in the small matters - may be many one day will be blessed. Ingvar
13 augusti 2009
Back to Work
Sometime it is hard to know how to assist and develop cooperation in difficult places. Many disasters come often in Asia and …. How to Help in the best way?
The good thing is that we have many promises that God himself will counsel us, give us wisdom, advise us and …. be with us. I surely need it all….. more and more. Ingvar
11 augusti 2009
Home Sweet Home
This summer we have had reversed roles, we have been in the homes of our children and they have certainly made us feel at home. Applause for them!!
It is as important to be at home in God, here and now. I am reminded about the Swedish well known song: "As when a child comes home in the evening, and is welcomed with a sweet embrace; such it was for me to come home in God and I felt, here is where I belonged.....''
We can also be at home in Daddy's house, but act as if we were guests or servants and not as sons. If we have had a difficult time relating to our parents, we might have decided in our hearts, we don't need them, then we become emotionally homeless or orphans, and we might take that feeling with us into our relationship with Father God too. A wall is then being built against them, which remains in our emotional life even when we are stepping into Father God's home too.
We become like the child who is fidgity and not relaxed at home in the embrace and therefore can not receive the warmth of the love expressed.
Anyway ...... It is good to be at home in Chiang Mai and in Fathers embrace. Hugs Anna
PS. I'm thinking of all those missionaries whop these days are trying to create new homes, or are coming back to a home far away or in Sweden. Father help them!!
8 augusti 2009
Good Take Off together
We are feeling at home both in Sweden and in Asia. To leave friends and dear once is not easy, but still when “… our Shepherd and Oversee of our souls “ are with us, we are happy and safe in His good and perfect plan. Some believe:
a) Only here is good and safe. I can’t move.
b) Only here is chaos and difficulties. I can`t stay.
Thank God that you can lead us and together in your heavenly plan we can together be prepare for a Good “Take Off” together. Ingvar
27 juli 2009
Sent out - with security
To move forward and out to others – it is truly lifting.
Today I went from Göteborg to Götabro to participate in a missionary conference. My prayer is that we will all (around 80 person) will be put on fire and go forward and out to others, even into uncertainties. Tonight I looked on the word ”Trygghets narmomani” ”Can be translated: Addicted to Safety”. It has been written a lot on that Swedish people are addicted to Safety and are afraid of going into whatever is uncertain.
Someone says: “To be able to experience safety you must have to be able to rest in the uncertainties”.
My experience is that: Yes that is right, but then I need Jesus and other people with me. Ingvar
17 juli 2009
Pater Noster (light and Prayer)
To go out on the sea is wonderful. One day we visited the Lighthouse called: Pater Noster (= “Our Father”). It was placed here 1868, as the sea around is full of underwater rocky islets. In order for the seaman to make it throught these dangerous waters they needed: 1) the lighthouse and 2) to pray the Lord`s prayer “Our Father…..”.
The same day we also visited ELIDA, a mission ship having meetings along the west coast. Anna and I meet on Elida 1970 and we were also married on Elida 1972.
Life can be tough with hard storms, and with many dangerous underground islets, but ….. it`s so good to see the Light of the World and pray to ”My Father” for his presence with me in difficult times… and also in good days. Ingvar.
10 juli 2009
The Blessing of re-connecting
We have spent a week in Örebro with Tabitha and her family, Skåne with Mariam and her family, Gothenburg with Ruth and with Benjamin. We spent also 4 - 5 days in Dalsland with my 2 brothers and their families and with Anna`s 2 sisters with their families. Good.
The truth is that we need God more and more, but also we need each other more and more. It`s a blessing to re-connect. Ingvar
29 juni 2009
Genuine Christan life
Yesterday morning I took the road towards Copenhagen. Before entering up on the long bridge to Denmark a signboard said: ”Last exit in Sweden”. I took that and found Hyllie Park Church in Malmö.
The subject for the service was: “To be genuine”. God spoke and we were all moved by the need to be real , to be honest and to be genuine as Christians in our daily words and deeds. We all need: Space for GRACE in this demanding society of today.
Space for MINISTRY where everyone's giftings and capacity is included.
In the evening we visited a church in Lund. There we also found a true genuineness. And .... that church is growing rapidly.
Christians and churches who are free from Show Business are attractive and growing. And…. I feel blessed. Ingvar
22 juni 2009
Midsummer week 2009
Yesterday we joined our daughter Tabitha to her church, celebration our dear friend KG (92 years old) & Greta and visited Kjell & Birgitta to their new house. Pastor Sidney from Thailand was also there. He is a man of God and free from show business. He is genuine right through.
A comments I received was: ”You are unbelievable healthy. You must have received an overdose of prayer”. I am eternally thankful for every prayer, but most of all, I am very happy that prayer opened up the heart and we feel a greater friendship. Many friends, many prayers, is a blessing in life. Ingvar
13 juni 2009
In Sweden
Today I visited Ed, the place where I was born and brought up. So wonderful to again be there and think about all the blessings happed there. Even if I would like to meet everyone and re-experience all the good things, I realize that it might be best:
• to be thankful for the past,
• live in the presence and
• have hope for the future.
To be able to do that – we need God`s help. We have also been able to borrow a car, from ED. God is Good. Ingvar
5 juni 2009
Times of Moving
People are moving. This time of the year many are moving to their home countries or to Asia. I am in touch with some families that are moving the coming weeks. To move from meaningful och homely involvements – is not easy. Some experience this to be serious live crises. But in midst if this all, there are 3 steps: In trouble it helps me to ask:“Why do I have to go thought this time of testing?” The best answer for me is: “I will come out stronger”. Sometime we need to fight to survive so we can come back to normal, but the aim is: I will come through stronger!
We will now move – for 2 month. It is now settled that this our present term in Asia will be extended one more year. We are positive to go to Sweden the 10th June and return to Chiang Mai the 11:th August for one more year. Ingvar
26 maj 2009
God's Pefume
I just came back from the nightly walk with Lukas, around a housing area full of blooming bushes. Gardenia, Jasmine, Queen of the Night and others I do not know their names, fills the air with a wonderful fragrance. My thoughts goes to the truth, that God, through Jesus who lives in us, spreads the fragrance, the perfume of the knowledge of the Creator in every place.(My parafrased version of 2 Cor 2:14 ).
21 maj 2009
On move in the cities
One matter of joy for us is to come back to a place where others have labored and now find many worshiping there. And …. they are truly thankful that the gospel came to them. To establish living local churches give genuine friends for life and eternity. But still many are searching for the living God. Ingvar
8 maj 2009
Guest of Honor
As I walked on, I found myself meditating on the verse in Psalm 23 where it says "You prepared my table in front of my enemies" and found in this translation it continues" You welcomed me as an honored guest.....". Jesus invites me as an honored guest, because in older translations it has "You anoint my head with oil, which was an old custom".
Jesus Himself invites me into His presence, to His table as an honored guest. I have kind of thought the opposite only: I invite Him as the Guest of Honor in my home.
My heart is excited and in awe. I am His guest of honor. And so are you!!
Love
Anna
6 maj 2009
100 days Old
Anna gave me last night a notebook to read that she, Ruth and Barbro wrote in, sitting at my side at ICU in January. They did not treat me with “a quick fix” attetude. Several critical matters they wrote about, were new for me. Woow, they all worked very hard for me! I realize more and more as 100 days old:
“I need both God and people”. And "Others need both God and ….. (may be) me”.
I don’t glorify suffering, but I am thankful that if we are tested, we can grow. Not because we are strong, but because both God and people are with us.
If I am 59 years old or 100 days old, Life is wonderful. I have a aim:
To Start Well – To Run Well – To Close Well. This can only be possible if I have God and others with my side. Ingvar
25 april 2009
Do not give up!
Do you know what? For 2 days ago it was time again, after 89 days, for me to sit up on our Honda Dream 100cc. Surely I drove carefully, bought a new good helmet and kept good space to other vehicles. Someone could, like on the 24th January, change traffic lane all of a sudden. Good to have more margins, in the traffic.
It was not easy to sit up on the bike again. It has given my much pain, but my decision was well thought over and ……. I had the blessing of Anna. There is something (or better to say someone) inside me saying: Do not give up, due to difficulties”. Since many years I have had an inner vow: “Problems are not going to be my Lord”.
But I can`t be foolish. I want to use these last 90 days of learning experience.
Often we might first think, when we have obstacles ahead of us: “Better to give up!” But after sometime we realize:”Better to conquer this mountain”.
It’s good to hear these words again and again: “Do not give up! There is a way forward”. Thank you Jesus that you are a much better Lord - than the problems. Ingvar
20 april 2009
Happy Birthday...
In Sweden we have a song to celebrate someone's birthday, with words like this: "Yeah, may he live long(repeat xxx), Yeah may he live a hundred years". Today when Ingvar according to family customs, was woken up at dawn with birthday-song and cake, something was different. When life came to a sudden halt in January, the life we before took for granted was not as certain any longer. So today we celebrate life and grace with tears of joy and gratefulness.
18 april 2009
Many genuine friends......
These days I am meeting people, every day, that tells me: “I have been praying for you”. “I am so happy you can now walk without crutches”. They give me a hug, I thank them and we feel like we have been close friends for ages. It is true: "You have many friends, when you have been on your knees".
Simple genuine prayers from the heart…... in midst of the ordinary dayof life, wow…wow…. it works miracles and creates close genuine friendships. Ingvar
15 april 2009
Unrest in Bangkok ended.
11 april 2009
Easter - the meeting point of good and evil.
We can ask ourselves: ”How to survive with all the evil and all the good so close?”
My MC accident was for me: maximum evil. But still I have experience: maximum goodness.
Easter, is maximum evil (on Good Friday) and maximum goodness (On Easter Sunday). And the good had victory. Easter and the resurrection of Jesus is helping me to be able to face the evil along my way of Life. We rejoice in the work we do to see that the good is stronger than the bad. There is hope ….. for anybody anywhere, because Jesus is has power over the evil. What a wonderful Easter message we have.
We wish you a meaningful EASTER 2009.
Greetings Ingvar
9 april 2009
40 and Speedy healing.
This with 40 in the Bible comes back many times and speaks about recovering, purified and receiving spiritual power. May be we have lost, along the way, the good 40 days concept of recovery, prayer and fasting. May be there is much more power in there then we realize? Greetings Anna
3 april 2009
Help....how can I walk without crutches?
The orthopedic Dr gave me some good advice: “First you walk with 2 legs and with both crutches. After that walk with one crutch and within 2 weeks you walk without”.
Today I have revisited the neurosurgeon, who operated on me. He was also very happy for the good result. He was moved when I stated that: “God and you had saved my life”.
Now is the question: “Do I dare to walk without crutches after it has provided support for me for 25 days?” I feel stupid, that I don’t just: throw the crutches away immediately and run as the man in Acts 3:8. But all Gods healings are unique and I have received many unique healings these 10 weeks. I will soon walk without crutches!
But the main question is: “Do I have other "crutches" in life, which I lean on even when Jesus says to me: “You are now healed and strong. Walk!” That question is important to ask the whole life. Ingvar”