When some of the watchmen of the city were gathered to watch, worship and pray, I(Anna) suddenly lost sight of Him; This is the meditation of my heart:
Suddenly He wasn't there
I could not see Him
I could not hear His voice
I could not find His footprints.
I retraced my steps.
Where did I loose Him?
My confession:
Where You go I'll go
What You say I'll say
What You do I'll do
What You pray I'll pray.
I failed.
''I sought Him, but did not find Him.''
''The watchmen who go about the city
found me; I said:
Have you seen the One I love?''
Yet for a moment,
the emptiness and
chills of my soul
made me hear His words on the cross:
''My God, my God,
Why have You forsaken me? ''
''When I found the One I love,
I held Him and would not let Him go.''
He is My Sun,
He is hot fiery Love!
'' I'm my Beloved's
and my Beloved is mine.''
SoS 3:2-4;SoS 6:3; Mt 27:46; Mal.4:2